UncertaintyI moved back to California about five months ago after a very difficult break up and am now attempting to rebuild a life in a place I never wanted to live again.
In an attempt to try and move on I've begun dating a guy I had a "relationship" with in high school but have found little room to be content. I feel suffocated and alone. I have no idea how to over come these feelings, I know I care for him, I always have and yet I can't find contentment that lasts more than a moment.
To add to this unease where my emotional and structural reformation is concerned I have also decided to go back to school. I am certain I will be more than able to do the work and receive more than adequate grades, what I don't know is how I'll be able to afford, both money and time, to go to work and keep up my apartment and my pets and my life...
What do I do about all this uncertainty? I know it's normal for people to get lost in life but I've been lost for the past four years so where's my path to the light and airy confidence and security I've been searching for?
Uneasy
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)
If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!
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